"I don't wanna think about it."

November 23, 1999
6:03 PM
NP:  White Wedding, Billy Idol

This is the worst day I've had in a very long time, and if I even start to think about it I start crying so please let's just stop even alluding to it because I'm getting teary eyed.

I had the most surreal experiance today.   I was in Western Civ taking a test, and I hear my teacher say "hey Chris, how ya doin'?" to someone in the hall, and in walks Chris.   It was so...bizzare.  I mean, I'm sure I saw him all the time last year when he was a senior, but that was before I started reading his page.  My  teacher was asking him about school and stuff, and I knew exactly what he was going to say.   Yet, Chris has no clue who I am, or that I was even in the room and knew so much about him.  It would be like if I went into the pet shop where Tracie works, and she knew it was me (which she wouldn't because I don't have any pics on this page...) and I had no idea it was her.  You know?  Ok, maybe that's confusing, but whatever.  It was frickin' weird. 

I just can't get enough